Day 11 (pre weigh in)

Today wasn't too bad hunger-level wise. I felt quite satisfied & barely tempted all day long...however Kelsey was eating Old Dutch Ketchup chips (which just so happen to be my FAVORITE chips) and that was a little swaying. Although I had brought my lemon cake to work to eat & it made me feel better that I could go back & eat my cake versus say veggie sticks.

I'm quite nervous about my weigh in tonight (2 hours away). I want to see results but I don't want this whole thing to be a focus on results. After all, I'm strongly considering confiscating Catharina's scale cuz she keeps weighing herself in between the weeks! If you're reading this Catharina, consider yourself warned!!!

It's funny, I'm reading this fictional novel about 3 women & one of the women is contantly in battle with herself to lose weight. She vows to starve herself but at the first temptation binges. Then she is overcome with guilt over what she has done, but her cycle continues. She struggles between what she thinks she should be and the behavior she chooses. Her fictional life is strikingly similar to my non-fiction one.